Asllani: I will lie awake – Aftonbladet

Kosovare Asllani declined to attend the match at the Stade de France.

When Sportbladet reach PSG player she is sitting in my apartment in Paris and is upset over the terrorist attacks .

– It is difficult to explain how insecure I feel. I will lie awake for a while, says national team player.

Kosovare Asllani is one of three Swedish players in PSG’s women’s team, who are preparing for Wednesday’s Champions League match against KIF Örebro. During Friday afternoon was moving 26-year-old in the center of Paris, but the evening did not care she was in following his team-mates at the Stade de France but went back to the apartment in the city’s western parts.

Once home, she received a message followed of one to another. She turned on the TV to understand what happened.

Asllani heard about dozens of dead and wrote to his followers on social media that they would ask for Paris.

“A fear for all “

When Sportbladet calling, she says that fear is paralyzing.

– It’s crazy. I do not know what to say. It’s a fear for all who live in Paris.

Asllani was in Paris, also in January, when twelve people were killed in the attack on the newspaper Charlie Hebdo. When she experienced the uncertainty sat in paris residents’ movement patterns.

– The last time you felt insecure. People were scared and did not dare to get into central Paris as often. Now one will end up in the same position again. It really feels like it can happen anywhere and at anytime, she says.

Do you remember what the atmosphere was in January?

– Yes. Last time it happened, it took months before you knew that you could get into centrally without suspecting people who walked past.

“Luckily I did not go”

How are you now?

– It is difficult to explain to those who are not near it happens. There are historical, everything that is happening now. One can not escape the fact that it is a scary time we live in. I will lie awake for a while.

Have you talked to the others in the team?

– Yes. We are in contact with everyone in the team to ensure that everything is okay. Some are at the Stade de France, is isolated and may not go away from the stadium. It is scary in itself. It’s lucky I did not go tonight.